I can hear the rain on the roof . . .

   I am at work right now and I can hear the rain pounding away at the roof. It kind of adds a certain feeling to the place. Safety from the elements I guess but not by much cause the roof is leaking in different areas of the building. Lol, tonight should be fun! Of course that's being said with sarcasm.
   I actually think that tonight is going to be a long night because I'm already getting tired and my shift hasn't even officially started yet. all I know is that after work I am going straight home and heading to sleep because I have to wake up and come back here to work a 4pm. Yeah this should definitely be fun.

~Miguel~

Last night was a blast. . .

   I went to a X-mas party at Carl's house last night and I had so much fun. I've been waiting for this party for a while now and I'm so glad I was able to go. My roommate Morgan and I went together and got there around 6:30 is and we hung out and talked with everyone and drank a bit. We even played a few rounds of pool and I won one which I was surprised about cause I don't really play pool. I know the rules but never actually put my skills to practice with it.
   I definitely drank a lot which made the night that much more entertaining. I met a few new people and laughed a lot and this is probably the first party where I was completely comfortable just mingling with everybody whether or not I knew them. I got to see Chantelle and Camilla which was awesome because I haven't seen them in a while and it's always fun with them around.  The only thing that didn't really happen though was a lot of dancing. Some of us would randomly start dancing in place for a few minutes but it never grew into a full out dance floor.
    I am proud of myself though because a little passed half way through the night I went around the entire house and collected a good amount of tips from people for Chantelle since she was bar tending last night. I'm happy I got people to tip her more. Anyway all in all it was a fun night had by, if not all then, most.

~Miguel~

So I had fun last night. . .

   Lol. That title definitely sounds dirty and I don't mean it in that way, at least not this time. ;). Anyways, last night I was at Touch Providence to see Ricky Sinz and just hang out with the dancers. I only got to see Ricky Sinz dance just once but it was a good one dance that I got to see. I also got to talk to him for like a minute at most but he seemed like a complete sweet heart. I'm just so upset I couldn't stay longer.
   Besides that though the rest of my night at touch was fun. I chit-chatted with the dancers and saw a few friends there so I enjoyed myself. Especially when Nickey and Christian, two of the X-static boys, decided to dance together on stage. They put on an awesome show to the point where I went to the stage and tipped them a lot more then I was planning on spending. lol. They did a really good job and definitely deserved it.
   Afterward though Nickey came up to me and said that he was going to go up with Christian again and do another set and asked if I could come up with them and dance. Naturally I agreed only after I made sure it was okay with everyone and it was so I got into my underwear (and luckily I was wearing cute ones lol) and waited for the d.j. to call the three of us on stage. We danced and I guess we did good cause the customers were telling us that we did a good job. It really did put a smile on my face to do that last night. After talking to a few people here and there I had to run off to work which ended my fun night.
   For the next 8 hours I had to deal with drunk, ignorant and annoying people which killed my mood a bit. All in all though I really enjoyed last night. It's unfortunate that I have to report though that there was no pole in last night. I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed in having it there by the time I go back.

~Miguel~

Ricky Sinz tonight at Touch ! ! ! . . .

   I am so excited for tonight! Ricky Sinz will be at Touch Providence and if anything I just want to see him up close in person. Ugh, I wish I didn't have to work tonight at 12 but Ray-Ray is still on vacation till next week so I have to work the 12 to 8 shift tonight. I just hope I can still enjoy some sort of show tonight before I go in to work. If you're reading this and can make it in to Touch tonight then you should so totally go!
   It's always nice to see you guys out and about and share a few drinks. Anyways, besides the whole Ricky Sinz stuff Touch Providence has a new bigger stage that isn't hiding in the corner anymore which is good cause it gives the dancer a bit more room to dance on and is easier for the customer to sit and watch. It has also been said that there should be a pole installed on the stage by tonight! I'm hoping to go in and see it there. I'll definitely let you guys who don't show up tonight know if the pole is in or not tonight as well as how the night goes (at least from 9 till 12 and whatever I hear about it afterward).
   I hope there's a good crowd tonight and that everything goes smoothly. I'm already dressed and ready to go so all there is left to do is wait.Ugh, I hate waiting. Lol. See you guys there!

~Miguel~

At work just letting time go by. . .

   Hey everyone. So like the title says, I am at work right now and it is very slow so far. I'm drinking some coffee (which I wish I had some vanilla coffee mate for or anything of that nature actually) and passing some time on my computer. 12 can not come soon enough because that's when I'm done and I can just relax for a bit afterward. Just another 6 and a half hours left to go then.
   Besides that there isn't much else. X-mas is coming in about 3 weeks and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to be doing for that. So far there is nothing planned. It just might be a relaxing x-mas at home by myself which I'm not totally against. I guess we'll see.
   Now on New Years there are plans in the works which I won't hold out too much hope for though. That way I won't be disappointed if it doesn't come to pass.  My friend Michael is heading down to Florida with his cousin I think and asked if I wanted to come along so we can stop by and say hi to my father. I said yes but only if I can come back before I have work, which is at 3pm on Sunday and New Years is Saturday into Sunday so we'll see. Should be fun if it does happen though.
   Lastly on December 10th Ricky Sinz will be making his appearance at Touch Providence which I will be there to see hopefully. I have to run off to work at 12am so I hope he shows up at least once before I have to go work. I think he's sexy and I hope he's stage presence is too. Can't wait. I'll probably even ask for an autograph if I can (through someone else of course seeing as the autograph session is probably going to happen while I'm at work).
   That's about it for now.

~Miguel~

12 am till 8 am. . .

   So right now I'm at work cause a co-worker is taking his vacation time this week which leaves the rest of us filling in the time that he used to work for the time he's gone for. It's not much of a problem but that just leaves me working from 12 am till 8 am for most of the week. I'm really not used to it so I just have to get into the groove of it. I usually don't get to sleep until 4 to 6 in the morning anyways so it's not much of a stretch to work till 8. This is the first time right now for me so I just have to work my way through it and hopefully figure out what to expect for the rest of the week.
    It's only been an hour so far and I'm already a little sleepy but I'm sure I can make it through the rest of the morning without much of a problem. At least I have a good few months to look forward to after this week is over. My boss and one of my other co-workers got more of a set schedule for me and my co-worker so I'll be working the same days almost every week and and enough time to relax and enjoy living which I have admittedly have not been doing too much of. that schedule won't start until after this following week though so I just need to hold out till then. Should be fun.
    I just might hit Mirabar some time soon then. I haven't been there since Halloween.

~Miguel~

hmmmm . . . .

   So I just ordered an extra large pizza with pepperoni, tomatoes and sausage. I also bought ice cream, pickles, chocolate syrup and something to eat in the morning. so this should be a fun night of eating excessive amounts of random stuff. Yay!!! Can't wait.

So yeah . . .

   Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I know I had a nice relaxing one. I stayed in my bathrobe all day and let the slow cooker go till dinner time. I only had to cook dinner for myself and no company was expected and the house was empty so I didn't have to fix my hair or put more clothes on. It was peaceful but a bit sad too cause I would've loved to have spent it with my family (which moved from New York to Florida not too long ago) but I couldn't. I still enjoyed a nice little dinner by myself though.
   So not too much has happened since then tho except for the fact that Sean broke up with me today. It literally happened only 2 hours ago and I'm still going through the shock part of it but I'm sure I'm going to break down some time soon. I'm just happy we could handle it like two mature adults though. He came to my house, told me we had to talk and just laid it out without any beating around the bush. Granted I was blind sided by the suddenness of it but we talked a bit and I tried as good as I could without sounding desperate or needy to let him know that I cared about him a lot. I guess it's all up to him now cause if he called me tomorrow and told me he misses me and wants me back, I wouldn't hesitate for a second to get back with him.
   Anyways, to sum it all up I had a slightly sad thanksgiving that was actually nice and peaceful (which I probably needed) and an extremely sad day today. I hope Christmas and New Years are better.

~Miguel~

Another day, another . . . yeah just another day. . .

   Right now I am stuffing a tuna sub in my mouth while typing this. It is delicious! Lol. Sorry about that moment of randomness. So I've decided to take time off from dancing again. I just felt like I was feeling a little stretched thin and giving up my time for something that wasn't worth the trade off at the moment.
   I'll still be hanging out at the club every now and then, buying drinks and chatting it up with people but it'll be when I feel like I have the time to do that if I want to. It'll only give me Friday off to really do anything but that's one more day that I can relax and not have to worry about having to be somewhere at a specific time. Hopefully It'll work out the way I'm hoping.

~Miguel~

It's 5 something in the morning. . .

   I worked from 9pm till 4am while having a head cold kind of thing to deal with and I'm still up. Granted the whole heating some food up and eating it is part of the reason why I'm still up, I already finished it so my next step is to type a few things down on here and head to bed where my body is screaming at me to go. What's so pressing that I have to write it down right now you ask? Just the fact that Ricky Sinz is due to make an appearance at Touch Providence on December 10th. After a bit of re-scheduling due to some remodeling and renovations to the club Ricky Sinz will be here.
   I'm not sure about anybody else but I'm excited for this and hopefully the crowd is too when it all goes down. Alright, I think I'm going to go drag my body to bed now so I can get some much needed sleep. Good night (Morning for mostly every one else).

~Miguel~