Ricky Sinz tonight at Touch ! ! ! . . .

   I am so excited for tonight! Ricky Sinz will be at Touch Providence and if anything I just want to see him up close in person. Ugh, I wish I didn't have to work tonight at 12 but Ray-Ray is still on vacation till next week so I have to work the 12 to 8 shift tonight. I just hope I can still enjoy some sort of show tonight before I go in to work. If you're reading this and can make it in to Touch tonight then you should so totally go!
   It's always nice to see you guys out and about and share a few drinks. Anyways, besides the whole Ricky Sinz stuff Touch Providence has a new bigger stage that isn't hiding in the corner anymore which is good cause it gives the dancer a bit more room to dance on and is easier for the customer to sit and watch. It has also been said that there should be a pole installed on the stage by tonight! I'm hoping to go in and see it there. I'll definitely let you guys who don't show up tonight know if the pole is in or not tonight as well as how the night goes (at least from 9 till 12 and whatever I hear about it afterward).
   I hope there's a good crowd tonight and that everything goes smoothly. I'm already dressed and ready to go so all there is left to do is wait.Ugh, I hate waiting. Lol. See you guys there!

~Miguel~

At work just letting time go by. . .

   Hey everyone. So like the title says, I am at work right now and it is very slow so far. I'm drinking some coffee (which I wish I had some vanilla coffee mate for or anything of that nature actually) and passing some time on my computer. 12 can not come soon enough because that's when I'm done and I can just relax for a bit afterward. Just another 6 and a half hours left to go then.
   Besides that there isn't much else. X-mas is coming in about 3 weeks and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to be doing for that. So far there is nothing planned. It just might be a relaxing x-mas at home by myself which I'm not totally against. I guess we'll see.
   Now on New Years there are plans in the works which I won't hold out too much hope for though. That way I won't be disappointed if it doesn't come to pass.  My friend Michael is heading down to Florida with his cousin I think and asked if I wanted to come along so we can stop by and say hi to my father. I said yes but only if I can come back before I have work, which is at 3pm on Sunday and New Years is Saturday into Sunday so we'll see. Should be fun if it does happen though.
   Lastly on December 10th Ricky Sinz will be making his appearance at Touch Providence which I will be there to see hopefully. I have to run off to work at 12am so I hope he shows up at least once before I have to go work. I think he's sexy and I hope he's stage presence is too. Can't wait. I'll probably even ask for an autograph if I can (through someone else of course seeing as the autograph session is probably going to happen while I'm at work).
   That's about it for now.

~Miguel~

12 am till 8 am. . .

   So right now I'm at work cause a co-worker is taking his vacation time this week which leaves the rest of us filling in the time that he used to work for the time he's gone for. It's not much of a problem but that just leaves me working from 12 am till 8 am for most of the week. I'm really not used to it so I just have to get into the groove of it. I usually don't get to sleep until 4 to 6 in the morning anyways so it's not much of a stretch to work till 8. This is the first time right now for me so I just have to work my way through it and hopefully figure out what to expect for the rest of the week.
    It's only been an hour so far and I'm already a little sleepy but I'm sure I can make it through the rest of the morning without much of a problem. At least I have a good few months to look forward to after this week is over. My boss and one of my other co-workers got more of a set schedule for me and my co-worker so I'll be working the same days almost every week and and enough time to relax and enjoy living which I have admittedly have not been doing too much of. that schedule won't start until after this following week though so I just need to hold out till then. Should be fun.
    I just might hit Mirabar some time soon then. I haven't been there since Halloween.

~Miguel~

hmmmm . . . .

   So I just ordered an extra large pizza with pepperoni, tomatoes and sausage. I also bought ice cream, pickles, chocolate syrup and something to eat in the morning. so this should be a fun night of eating excessive amounts of random stuff. Yay!!! Can't wait.

So yeah . . .

   Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I know I had a nice relaxing one. I stayed in my bathrobe all day and let the slow cooker go till dinner time. I only had to cook dinner for myself and no company was expected and the house was empty so I didn't have to fix my hair or put more clothes on. It was peaceful but a bit sad too cause I would've loved to have spent it with my family (which moved from New York to Florida not too long ago) but I couldn't. I still enjoyed a nice little dinner by myself though.
   So not too much has happened since then tho except for the fact that Sean broke up with me today. It literally happened only 2 hours ago and I'm still going through the shock part of it but I'm sure I'm going to break down some time soon. I'm just happy we could handle it like two mature adults though. He came to my house, told me we had to talk and just laid it out without any beating around the bush. Granted I was blind sided by the suddenness of it but we talked a bit and I tried as good as I could without sounding desperate or needy to let him know that I cared about him a lot. I guess it's all up to him now cause if he called me tomorrow and told me he misses me and wants me back, I wouldn't hesitate for a second to get back with him.
   Anyways, to sum it all up I had a slightly sad thanksgiving that was actually nice and peaceful (which I probably needed) and an extremely sad day today. I hope Christmas and New Years are better.

~Miguel~

Another day, another . . . yeah just another day. . .

   Right now I am stuffing a tuna sub in my mouth while typing this. It is delicious! Lol. Sorry about that moment of randomness. So I've decided to take time off from dancing again. I just felt like I was feeling a little stretched thin and giving up my time for something that wasn't worth the trade off at the moment.
   I'll still be hanging out at the club every now and then, buying drinks and chatting it up with people but it'll be when I feel like I have the time to do that if I want to. It'll only give me Friday off to really do anything but that's one more day that I can relax and not have to worry about having to be somewhere at a specific time. Hopefully It'll work out the way I'm hoping.

~Miguel~

It's 5 something in the morning. . .

   I worked from 9pm till 4am while having a head cold kind of thing to deal with and I'm still up. Granted the whole heating some food up and eating it is part of the reason why I'm still up, I already finished it so my next step is to type a few things down on here and head to bed where my body is screaming at me to go. What's so pressing that I have to write it down right now you ask? Just the fact that Ricky Sinz is due to make an appearance at Touch Providence on December 10th. After a bit of re-scheduling due to some remodeling and renovations to the club Ricky Sinz will be here.
   I'm not sure about anybody else but I'm excited for this and hopefully the crowd is too when it all goes down. Alright, I think I'm going to go drag my body to bed now so I can get some much needed sleep. Good night (Morning for mostly every one else).

~Miguel~

Wow, I suck at up keeping this blog. . .

   I love how my last post was just about a year ago. Lol! I really should try to keep up with this if I ever want it to actually be out there and for people to read. So I'm sure you can imagine that a bit has happened within the last year. My father moved to Florida to start fresh and hopefully have an easier time getting a job. I dated someone for 6 months and broke up with him cause I didn't feel completely in it which turned out good cause afterward he showed how immature he really is and how he always has to be the victim and blah blah blah.
   I've gone through his many flaws with my friends and it's just too lengthy to be typing down right now. Anyways, that's finally done and over with so I decided to take some time for myself and enjoy being single but the universe seemed to have other plans by throwing someone into my life that I have become so infatuated with in such a short time. His name is Sean and it sometimes feels too good to be true because he seems to be on the same page as I am. He's cute, sexy and funny and so far it feels really good. We've been officially together for 19 days so far but we've been talking for a bout a month or so and as I'm typing this I'm realizing that it's felt a whole lot longer than that. It's just crazy and the part that makes this different is that he's my age.
   My last two boyfriends were 38 and 28 respectfully. I'm 22 right now and so is Sean and he seems like the perfect mix of characteristics for me. Anyways, I don't want to get stuck on that topic right now so I'll just say that he makes me happy. Other changes are that I have a job that pays me a good reliable pay check but I still dance. It's only on Fridays and Saturdays but I have to leave at 12am on Saturday and work my other job till 4am.
   It's tough at times but it pays my bills and I love the dancing a little too much to stop right now. This is way longer than necessary already so I'll just leave it at this for now. Ttyl I guess. ;)

~Miguel~

Update of What I'm Doing While Snowed In. . .

   At this very moment in time (that being 4:49 pm) I am in my room eating some chicken with a very tastey cream sauce, cheese cubes, grapes, and some chips with spinach and artichoke dip. It's all leftovers from the christmas party we had at my club. It was just a shame to see all that food get thrown away so I volunteered to take some home and eat it. I couldn't bring it all home with me so some of it did wind up in the trash but I did get a good amount. I've been eating it since, which by the way was last friday if you were wondering.
   Well that's about it. A friend of mine wanted to go out drinking tonight and invited me along but I'm not sure he's still going cause of all the snow. I guess I'm going to have to call and find out.

~Miguel~

Hmmmm blizzard. . .

   Hey everyone. Long time no blog. Here's a quick update as to how my life is going right now. I had a boyfriend for a few months but then he broke up with me leaving me all broken hearted and stuff and I'm still kind of reeling from it even tho its been a few months since. I'm single right now and I am not enjoying it much.
   I have been talking to someone lately but I'm not exactly sure how thats going at the moment but it doesn't look promising on my end. The club I work for has moved back to it's original building, 257 allens ave, which I love cause it's better there. It's called Touch Providence now and has an awesome new logo. We're going to have a big name porn star, Brent Corrigan, come for new years which should be fun. Hopefully I see alot of faces that I know show up for our New Years party.
   I have plans to go to San Francisco in January which I am so excited for. I've never been off of the east coast so to fly all the way to California will be awesome. My friend is taking me with him cause he has all these points for flying so he's going to use some for me. He said he's going to be my tour guide while we're there. We're going to stay there for about 4-5 days.
   Last but not least there's talk about a nice little snow storm that's supposed to be starting some time within the next few hours. When I say a nice little snow storm I do mean of course a blizzard. Should be fun. I kind of want to stay inside tonight and just be lazy. Blizzard or not I just might do that.

~Miguel~