It's almost Halloween ! ! !

I couldn't really think of much to talk about so it's a bit short but I'll be working on that next time. From now on I'm going to be keeping notes on things to talk about. Lol, I know it's not that serious but it's fun to do. ;)

Video Post 1

My first solo webcam video. It's a bit messy and unorganized but I'll get better as I go.

Another day. . .

So I'm at work and it's been mind numbingly slow all day. I have about 3 hours and 15 minutes left and I'm counting down the seconds. Once I'm done here I'm going to be making my way back home to shave my back. Yes, I admit it, I have shave my back because it gets a little fuzzy if it's left to it's own machinations. My friend Jeff might be able to drive me home after work and help with the whole shaving my back situation.
I'll be all nice and smooth for work tonight which is just how I like it to be. Hopefully it'll be busy tonight at the club. Especially since I plan on wearing at least one costume. :) I need to make some serious $$$ and save most of it. Ugh.

It's early and I'm awake. . .

Decided to wake up early so I can pick up my pay check before getting on the train to Boston and I guess I did things too early. The moment I got to my job my boss was pulling in also. He gave me my check and now I'm waiting for my bus downtown. The sad part is that's it's 8am and my train isn't till 9:42am. Oh well, better to get there early as opposed to missing my train.

Yay! Just downloaded some blog apps. . .

I guess I got a little too excited about that. At least now I can keep updating my blogs a little easier now. Sorry for being MIA for so long. I'll be sure to try and keep up with it. I've just been working a lot and trying to give some spare time to my friends so haven't had much for my self.
I was on the cover of a local magazine here not too long ago. The pictures came out awesome. I'll post the cover shot up on this post somewhere. I got to go to ptown and hang out with some friends and I'm kind of seeing someone now but no jumping into anything. . . well maybe his bed. ;P lol. You'll be happy to know I did not sleep with him the first two times we met and hung out. The third time though was a different story. ;) I met him on august so we've been talking for about a month and some weeks.
Ive just been trying my best to relax and enjoy life.

So day 1 of my 7 day vacation. . .

   I spent the entire day doing laundry and cleaning/fixing up room. It's still not done of course with all my breaks and eating that stopped me. I can always finish it all up tomorrow. I bought some woolite to clean everything with and then some extra strength febreeze to make sure it smells amazing in my room for a long time after I clean. Of course keeping my room tidy will help with that too. ;)
   I'm definitely not going to spend my entire vacation cleaning. It was just first on my list which I should be able to check off tomorrow and then move onto the next thing which will be either talking to my docter over the phone or visiting the clinic to talk to them about / show them my blood glucose readings since going on the new insulin regimen I've been on. Oh, that should be fun . Then after that I get to go to the pharmacy and purchase a ridiculously priced vial (singular) of insulin which is almost a complete third of my rent. WhooHoooo! ugh. . .
   By friday that should all be done and set with hopefully. Wednesday seems to be a warm, sunny, non rainy day so I might take that chance to relax around downtown and enjoy the day with some friends maybe or by myself. Might even take it well into the night time also. I'll figure out what I'll do when the time comes.

OK, I need to go have fun. . .



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   That's exactly what I'm going to be doing on friday. Me and my roomie, Bobby, are going to be going to the beach to relax, get a tan and jump in cold water! I'm not too excited about the cold water part but hey the high's going to be 95 so I might enjoy it. We're going to be picking up another friend on our way down to the beach so that'll make a total of 3 for sure. I invited a few other people and they may or may not show up.

   It would be awesome if they make it though. I like going to the beach with a lot of people because it makes it interesting and a whole lot of fun. I'm excited about this because I've wanted to go all summer long and haven't yet but now I'm going to be there soon. I kind of don't want to wait though. I guess it can't be helped.

 

      Hey, maybe if we're lucky we can find a few guys to flirt with for a bit. It never hurts to make new friends. ;)

~Miguel~

So a few things have gone down as of late. . .

   So everything was going good the last post I wrote and then a few days ago my boyfriend broke up with because of some stressfull cirumstances placed on him by someone who he cares for a lot in his life who isn't me. Mind you I will be vague about it so sorry if I lose or confuse anyone. Me and him were happy until the other person made him choose something no one should have to choose. Him beig him choose the morally correct choice, which I am proud of him for, but not in a way I would have done it. Then again I would have done the opposite and would live with the consequences that follows and I would.

   I don't accept shackles placed on me by other people (a trait I apparently get from my father and possible my mother also) which is more or less what happend with him. I'm sad and heartbroken obviously because I love him but someone left an old phrase in the comments on my last post which kind of applies to the situation and I agree with. They wrote "When you love something set it free" which is more or less what I'm doing with my ex now except for the part about setting it free because I set it into a trap and not by my own choice which sux but it's his decision and I can see and understand his reasoning behind it. I know it's going to hurt for a while but I'm independent enough to know that I can get through just about anything (I say just about because I can't get through dying because I'm not that strong, once I'm dead I'm dead lol). So If it's meant to be then it will be one way or another and if not then I'll find someone that I love and that loves me back equally.

   What do you guys out there think? Feel free to write whatever positive or. . .negative (I would prefer you not though but it's a free world) things you want


~Miguel~

Update part 1. . .

   Sorry for being M.I.A for so long. I’ve just been having a few problems with the power cord to my computer and being that my battery doesn’t want to hold a charge anymore I kind of need my power cord to work. Now I have a new cord which works properly so there shouldn’t be anymore further issues with that for a while. There hasn’t been a whole lot that has happened in my little departure from blogging but there was a whole “Rapture” thing that I’m sure most of you heard about. There was no massive earthquake or cataclysmic volcanic eruption that I saw take place so that’s good right?

   Work has been. . .well work I guess. Nothing majorly exciting or new there unless you consider the upcoming lube wrestling event on the 16th and the arrival of Phenix Saint on the 18th something to talk about. Ok so that is a bit exciting but that’s coming later and hasn’t happened yet though so I’m sure I can fill you in on it during my next post. For now let’s just concentrate on recapping what’s gone down in the last few weeks. Where to start then. . . ?

   I have two new room mates living at my house now. One of them is my boyfriend which I’ve been seeing for about 5 months now and he moved in with me (in my room and everything J ) about two weeks now. The other room mate is a friend of ours who needed a change in his living situation. My other room mate (Morgan) who more or less owns the house is still there which rounds out the house to 4 people living in it again. Hopefully with all of us living there she (Morgan) will be less stressed out about bills and stuff.

 

   I think I should end it here for now because this post is starting to look more and more like a short story so I guess I’ll catch you guys later and tell you all about Lube Wrestling and Phenix Saint.

~Miguel~

Day #2 without a phone. . .

   So I have a phone that has a slide out keyboard which means that the screen is connect to the actual phone by some wiring or something and for some reason my phone decided to stop working with the screen on Friday night. It's a touch screen phone so most of everything has to be done with the screen but now that I can't even see the screen I can't do anything with it. So on Saturday (which was Day 1 without my phone) I went to the AT&T store and they gave me a number to call since my phone is still under warrenty. I called that number and they asked a few questions and then told me that they'll ship my replacement phone in a few days, since I opted to get by priority mail, so for the rest of the day on Saturday I was just irritable, cranky and in a bad mood. Now we're on day #2 and I'm tired and still not in any better of a mood.

   I'm just hoping today and tonight go by quick because I might just spazz out on someone and It wouldn't make me feel too happy afterwards. At least in three or so more months I'll be able to upgrade my phone and I am definitely thinking about getting an Iphone. I originally didn't get it becuase I hate having only a touch screen and wanted a keyboard with my phone so I got the htc tilt 2. It was ok except for this little dilemma that I'm currently having with the phone. I guess all I can do is wait.

~Miguel~