Update of What I'm Doing While Snowed In. . .

   At this very moment in time (that being 4:49 pm) I am in my room eating some chicken with a very tastey cream sauce, cheese cubes, grapes, and some chips with spinach and artichoke dip. It's all leftovers from the christmas party we had at my club. It was just a shame to see all that food get thrown away so I volunteered to take some home and eat it. I couldn't bring it all home with me so some of it did wind up in the trash but I did get a good amount. I've been eating it since, which by the way was last friday if you were wondering.
   Well that's about it. A friend of mine wanted to go out drinking tonight and invited me along but I'm not sure he's still going cause of all the snow. I guess I'm going to have to call and find out.

~Miguel~

Hmmmm blizzard. . .

   Hey everyone. Long time no blog. Here's a quick update as to how my life is going right now. I had a boyfriend for a few months but then he broke up with me leaving me all broken hearted and stuff and I'm still kind of reeling from it even tho its been a few months since. I'm single right now and I am not enjoying it much.
   I have been talking to someone lately but I'm not exactly sure how thats going at the moment but it doesn't look promising on my end. The club I work for has moved back to it's original building, 257 allens ave, which I love cause it's better there. It's called Touch Providence now and has an awesome new logo. We're going to have a big name porn star, Brent Corrigan, come for new years which should be fun. Hopefully I see alot of faces that I know show up for our New Years party.
   I have plans to go to San Francisco in January which I am so excited for. I've never been off of the east coast so to fly all the way to California will be awesome. My friend is taking me with him cause he has all these points for flying so he's going to use some for me. He said he's going to be my tour guide while we're there. We're going to stay there for about 4-5 days.
   Last but not least there's talk about a nice little snow storm that's supposed to be starting some time within the next few hours. When I say a nice little snow storm I do mean of course a blizzard. Should be fun. I kind of want to stay inside tonight and just be lazy. Blizzard or not I just might do that.

~Miguel~

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Hey, it's miguel here. I'm downtown hanging out with my friend michael. He was filling up an application for a job. I'm so proud, he's growing up.

Hanging out with two dancers from florida. . .

Yesterday I spent the entire day and night with two dancers from florida (Max and Darwin) who I worked with for one day when I was down in florida. They came up with a mutual friend who wanted to give them a tour of RI which included going to the mansions in newport. It was awesome. Afterwards we went out to eat sushi and then they had to get ready to go to Club 727 cause they were going to dance there just for last night. I went with them since I don't work on wednesday and hung out until the end of the night. They were alot of fun. I said my see you later's and went home afterwards. It was good to see them again and hang out. They said that they'll try to come back some time soon and I told them I'll try to make it down to florida some time soon so I guess we'll just have to wait and see who goes where first. lol.

Soooo I had a fun weekend . . .

   It's been a crazy weekend and I loved every moment of it. I'm not going to use any names or specifics but I'm just going to say that it was very explorative.I made a new friend, kinda had an orgy going on in my house except I stuck with one friend and he stuck with me and two other guys were doing stuff together and the 5th one just kind of laid back and watched. After that me and the friend been flirting alot since then (mostly on my part of course) but it was fun.
  Although now he doesn't know how he feels about me now (cause we were just friends before) and I'm really starting to like a bit more so we're in a wierd place right now.

Lol. A video my roomate made. . .

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I had so much fun tonight at work. Despite it being slow and all. My friend jerry kept me laughing and one of the guys I work with kept it going when jerry left

So a few things have happened. . .

   I finally got a boyfriend but we only stayed together for about 4 months. We broke up like 3 weeks ago. It majorly sucks cause I'm still all caught up on him but he isn't. Needless to say he broke up with me. We were too different I guess in the end. Now I'm trying to move on but it isn't easy.
   Besides that my uncle died two days ago which was hard for my father back in ny. I didn't know this particular uncle much but it hurt to hear my father so sad and not being in the same geographical area. My brother is being an extreme douche bag in the fact that he does'nt live far from my father at all and has a car but never called or went to see how our father is doing even tho I've called him and left a message explaining what happened as well as sending him a text. Ugh, how I could possibly be related to him is beyond me.
   Job wise though It's been pretty much blah. The place I work at ( which is called 2Xcess) moved from allens ave to union st downtown sharing the building with energy. Now within the next 2 weeks we'll be moving back to allens ave. I feel like we're playing ping pong here. It's whatever tho as long as everything works out.
   Lol. Sorry for making this post sound so sad or angry I just have all these emotions flying about and I finally wrote some of it down in one sitting. I'll try to bring some good news next time. ;)

A very slow night. . .

is exactly what I had last night at work. Of course I took the little bit of money I made and spent some of it on food to eat away my concerns and feellings. Thank god for my fast metabolism because I really don't look like I eat the way I really do. Anyways, I bought a large #4 from Wendy's, which is a double cheeseburger with bacon on it with large fries and a large drink. It was gone within seconds cause that's just the way I eat. Right now I'm listening to music, drinking coffee and trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life in the next few years.

One thing is for sure. I desperatly need a day job like right now. Fun times.

So. . .

A few things have happened in the last few months and I really don't feel like going through all that drama right now. Maybe I'll mention a few things here and there but I don't feel like writting it all out right here. I'm going to try to keep this up-to-date from now on.

So I'm sad . . .

But I am way better then I was a week ago. I was frustrated, aggravated, sad, annoyed, depressed, and any other synonyms for those words. The explanation to why I felt like that just seems way to long to go through right now so I won't. Just know that after feeling like that for a few days I cried it out to my boss and he helped me feel a little better. I'm still not all that good but at least right now it's manageable.

I was supposed to go back home this weekend so I could get some R&R but I can't cause I need to make money so I can pay my rent and other various bills. I'm just going to have to go in 2 weeks after our next event at my job. Ugh, I hope things get better.