I've been busy running around . . .

   Kind of at least. Just trying to get life settled down but it never seems to. Right now everything is good and I don't have many complaints except for the fact that I'm tired a lot and getting a bit lazy because of it. I've been trying to go against it of course by dragging myself out of the house and walking around providence every now and then for an hour or so. What mightg really help out a lot is if I join a gym again and start working out.
   I might gain some extra energy and those lovely little endorphines will start flooding in and make the world just that much brighter for me, lol. I'm excited though since halloween isn't that far off right now. That, being my favorite holiday and all, always brings a smile to my face. All the horror themed movies and ghost and monster shows that go on durring the month of october just resounds a note of pleasure within my brain that I don't really understand but do thoroghly enjoy. I'll be carving my first pumpkin this year ( yes I've never carved a pumpkin) with Dean and I'll also be decorating the house up for the entire month of octerbor for halloween.

   Just thinking about that is kicking me out of whatever funk I woke up with today. I'll try to take pictures and post them up once the carving of the pumpkins and the decorating of the house are all done.

Ugh ! ! ! . . .

   I have been sick for the last few days and it hasn't been the least bit fun. Luckily I had an extra day off from work which allowed me to rest sooner than normal. I just fund it funny that usually something happens when I get sick that lets me rest more or I have a long weekend which gives me enough time to get sick and feel better before going back to work. I guess I'm just lucky. So besides being sick there are some other things that I would like to tell you all about.
    I moved to a new apartment at the end of July/ begining of August. It's bigger and in a nicer area of the city plus now we have a room devoted just to being an office as well as an outside porch. We're on the second floor of a two story house with the attic being a third apartment with people living in it. It's a good size apartment and I love it here now. I still have the same room mate living with me but I also have my boyfriend here too. This leads me to my other announcement. I just so happened to have proposed to him not too long ago and he was crazy enough to say yes which means I should call him my fiance now instead of my boyfriend. The wedding is set for halloween of 2013.
   I'm so excited about it. Now it's not going to be some crazy halloween, costumed wedding with demons and ghosts and zombies. No, no, no, this will be more put together than that. The theme of the wedding will be a Victorian-Gothic Masquerade. It's going to be amazing! Dark colors of any color with black accents in a victorian gothic fashion is just going to go well with it being on Halloween. Just thinking about it makes me excited but there's a lot of details I have to iron out first. I got myself all excited now.
   Anyways, I have to get back to being a productive person and finish up the laundry.

Not quite sure where I am but. . .

I'm relaxing a bit. Dean took me to a park with a little beach on it and is now laying face down in the sand. I figure I might as well relax also so I'm sitting on a toppled over, dead tree in the shade just listening to the waves and being calm. It's a nice day out when you're in the shade a cool breeze is hitting you. Sorry, just had a little moment there. Anyways, I am going to be seeing Ted at the movie theater later.
I heard it was funny.

Video Blog Update. . .

Hey everybody. It's has been a long time, yet again, without much going on over here on my blog but here's a quick update via video about a bit that's going on.

So I saw a movie. . . .

   Just went to see . . .

   . . .and it wasn't the greatest. I went to see it with my friend Jeff tonight and I was all excited for it but it fell short of what it could've been. I don't want to spoil it for anyone but I didn't like the way they played out the story and the ending for me was a bit anti-climatic. There were so many ways they could have gone with the story even with still sticking to the plot of the movie but it was done poorly and was a bit to obvious to the point where Jeff figured out half of the plot and I figured out the other half near the begining of the movie. I'm not saying that you might not like it also but it just isn't my type of movie on top of the fact that it wasn't done in a way that kept me wondering and guessing which, for me, is part of the fun of wacthing a movie.

   The next movie I plan on seeing is The Hunger Games which looks good in the trailers so I guess I'll find out just how well it'll compare to the actual movie.

Life is just life. . .

  

   I've been getting through these last few days as best as I can without freaking anybody out and staying calm because I have a few people who are relying on me to be on top of things and keep things going normally but I'm not sure how well I'll be able to do that. I need to pay my phone bill and utilities in literally the next few days and without an actual easy to plan with job I'm not sure how this month will go let along the next few weeks. I am making some money right now which keeps me from completely losing my mind right now but I have to see how good it works with my bills and stuff. I'm just nervous since a lot of things changed so drastically and quickly that I don't feel like I have my feet planted firmly on the floor. There are a few other things which, unfortunately, I can't put on here that need to be addressed by me soon and when it happens it will be a very bad and dramatic affair with arguing and screaming I'm sure.
 

    I just have to make sure to approach the situation as calm and non-aggresive as possible but I'm sure everyone will be happier after all is said and done. I just have to get everyone to understand the position I'm in and, therefore, they are in and find a way to make things work. I personally just have to crack a whip on myself and save as much money as possible. At least until I get a day job to get me going how I want to be going again. It'll be frustating and difficult for the first few weeks/months but I'll make it through alright in the end. . .I hope. lol.

Love, Jobs & The Gym. . .

   Hey everybody. I've been running around life for a bit so I haven't had the chance to stop and let you guys in on what's going on so I'm sorry about that. Here's the latest info though. I have been dating a guy for about 3 months now and he's awesome. We get along very good and apparently just skipped over the lovey-dovey honeymoon phase and straight into the normal relationship portion of our, well, relationship, lol.
   That's a really good thing cause neither of us are lieing to ourselves or each other about how perfect the other is. Instead when something bugs one of us we say it outright and argue here and there about things which makes it more real and less lovestruck and blind craziness. He's good to me and makes me laugh which is what I want. Somebody who knows how to relax and enjoy themselves. I'm very happy about meeting him and he came when I needed him too because. . .

   About three weeks ago I had decided I was overworking myself between working at the Megaplex and scrounging around for what little money I could at Hush so I decided to stop working at Hush which I thought went ok except for the new partner of the club who literally told me that if I leave he would not let me come back even if I wanted to. Now that seems like a threat to me which is definitely not what you want to do to me if you want to keep me around. He also said a few other things like "This is bussiness and I'm not here to make friends and if I wanted one I would buy a dog" and "I'm straight, not gay so I'm not going to be nice to you or give you favoritism" and "I can get dancers to replace you at anytime." This might be my ego talking a bit but I worked there without them paying me and they, on top of that, wanted me to start paying $80 a week to work 3 days in a club that's slow almost every single night it's open and I worked as best as I could and I was the best dancer at that club so they'll have to do a lot to replace me. Ok enough of my ego trip, back to the rest of the story.

   I wound up saying that I hope he's happy when finally gets a dog then and that I definitely still quit. All's good with me after that for about two weeks and then this last sunday I get a text message from my boss at the Megaplex, who is also the original owner of the strip club and now a partner of Hush, saying that he finished a meeting with the owners of the Megaplex and that it's doing bad and they said that he had to lay somebody off to save money and that I was the one that he needed to lay off. . .rigghhttt. So I asked to talk to him, left a voicemail telling him how I felt and who else was laid off seeing as they just hired two new people so laying one person off does absolutely nothing in the way of saving money. Three guesses as to what happened. If you guessed that I couldn't get to talk to him and he never tried to call and talk to me then you are right!
   Whatever the case may be with that situation I am ok for right now and training in being a barback to be a bartender in the near future. So you will be able to see me Thursday, Friday, and Saturdays  at the Dark Lady. Hope to see all of you there. ;)

   P.S. I joined the gym not to long ago so I should be ripped in a bit. lol

Disappearing car door. . .what?!? Kinda awesome!. . .

   So I ran into this video a little bit ago and I think it's awesome. Of course there are few down sides I'm sure everyone can think of with haveing doors like these but I don't know all the details about it and I'm sure if they keep working on making the doors work for almost every situation that people will be saving all their money to get cars with doors like these. Here's the video. . .

  I'll let you come to your own conclusions about it.

Hey everyone. . .

   I'm sorry I took such a long hiatus from this blog but I've been working a whole lot and moving on top of that but I am happy to report that I am all moved in now into my new place and happier for it. It was so stressfull trying to get everything all moved in and done with especially with my schedule. I did get everything done though and the electric and gas are both on and in my name and the last thing that I am waiting for is my cable and internet being hooked up and started which won't be until tuesday. It makes it kind of hard to post anything up here when I don't have any interenet at home. I feel like a kid waiting for christmas now though.

   Tuesday can not come any sooner for me at this point. That aside though I love the new place. It's spacious and comfortable with a lot of natural light that comes in and feels comfortable and cozy in general. Once I get a chance I'll put a little video tour of the place together post it up. . ..maybe. lol.

   Besides that though life is going good. I started dating someone just over two months ago and I feel happy with him, even if he can be a bit to deal with sometimes. Although I'm not always easy to deal with either, lol. I'm strong and mature enough to handle both the ups and downs though. Every relationship will have it's shares of problems and road bumps to get through and it just depends on if your dedicated enough to stick through it.

   It happens every time two different people with differing personalties decide to spend a good amount of time with each other. Just a simple fact of life.