A very slow night. . .

is exactly what I had last night at work. Of course I took the little bit of money I made and spent some of it on food to eat away my concerns and feellings. Thank god for my fast metabolism because I really don't look like I eat the way I really do. Anyways, I bought a large #4 from Wendy's, which is a double cheeseburger with bacon on it with large fries and a large drink. It was gone within seconds cause that's just the way I eat. Right now I'm listening to music, drinking coffee and trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life in the next few years.

One thing is for sure. I desperatly need a day job like right now. Fun times.

So. . .

A few things have happened in the last few months and I really don't feel like going through all that drama right now. Maybe I'll mention a few things here and there but I don't feel like writting it all out right here. I'm going to try to keep this up-to-date from now on.

So I'm sad . . .

But I am way better then I was a week ago. I was frustrated, aggravated, sad, annoyed, depressed, and any other synonyms for those words. The explanation to why I felt like that just seems way to long to go through right now so I won't. Just know that after feeling like that for a few days I cried it out to my boss and he helped me feel a little better. I'm still not all that good but at least right now it's manageable.

I was supposed to go back home this weekend so I could get some R&R but I can't cause I need to make money so I can pay my rent and other various bills. I'm just going to have to go in 2 weeks after our next event at my job. Ugh, I hope things get better.