OK, I need to go have fun. . .



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   That's exactly what I'm going to be doing on friday. Me and my roomie, Bobby, are going to be going to the beach to relax, get a tan and jump in cold water! I'm not too excited about the cold water part but hey the high's going to be 95 so I might enjoy it. We're going to be picking up another friend on our way down to the beach so that'll make a total of 3 for sure. I invited a few other people and they may or may not show up.

   It would be awesome if they make it though. I like going to the beach with a lot of people because it makes it interesting and a whole lot of fun. I'm excited about this because I've wanted to go all summer long and haven't yet but now I'm going to be there soon. I kind of don't want to wait though. I guess it can't be helped.

 

      Hey, maybe if we're lucky we can find a few guys to flirt with for a bit. It never hurts to make new friends. ;)

~Miguel~

So a few things have gone down as of late. . .

   So everything was going good the last post I wrote and then a few days ago my boyfriend broke up with because of some stressfull cirumstances placed on him by someone who he cares for a lot in his life who isn't me. Mind you I will be vague about it so sorry if I lose or confuse anyone. Me and him were happy until the other person made him choose something no one should have to choose. Him beig him choose the morally correct choice, which I am proud of him for, but not in a way I would have done it. Then again I would have done the opposite and would live with the consequences that follows and I would.

   I don't accept shackles placed on me by other people (a trait I apparently get from my father and possible my mother also) which is more or less what happend with him. I'm sad and heartbroken obviously because I love him but someone left an old phrase in the comments on my last post which kind of applies to the situation and I agree with. They wrote "When you love something set it free" which is more or less what I'm doing with my ex now except for the part about setting it free because I set it into a trap and not by my own choice which sux but it's his decision and I can see and understand his reasoning behind it. I know it's going to hurt for a while but I'm independent enough to know that I can get through just about anything (I say just about because I can't get through dying because I'm not that strong, once I'm dead I'm dead lol). So If it's meant to be then it will be one way or another and if not then I'll find someone that I love and that loves me back equally.

   What do you guys out there think? Feel free to write whatever positive or. . .negative (I would prefer you not though but it's a free world) things you want


~Miguel~