So I saw a movie. . . .

   Just went to see . . .

   . . .and it wasn't the greatest. I went to see it with my friend Jeff tonight and I was all excited for it but it fell short of what it could've been. I don't want to spoil it for anyone but I didn't like the way they played out the story and the ending for me was a bit anti-climatic. There were so many ways they could have gone with the story even with still sticking to the plot of the movie but it was done poorly and was a bit to obvious to the point where Jeff figured out half of the plot and I figured out the other half near the begining of the movie. I'm not saying that you might not like it also but it just isn't my type of movie on top of the fact that it wasn't done in a way that kept me wondering and guessing which, for me, is part of the fun of wacthing a movie.

   The next movie I plan on seeing is The Hunger Games which looks good in the trailers so I guess I'll find out just how well it'll compare to the actual movie.

Life is just life. . .

  

   I've been getting through these last few days as best as I can without freaking anybody out and staying calm because I have a few people who are relying on me to be on top of things and keep things going normally but I'm not sure how well I'll be able to do that. I need to pay my phone bill and utilities in literally the next few days and without an actual easy to plan with job I'm not sure how this month will go let along the next few weeks. I am making some money right now which keeps me from completely losing my mind right now but I have to see how good it works with my bills and stuff. I'm just nervous since a lot of things changed so drastically and quickly that I don't feel like I have my feet planted firmly on the floor. There are a few other things which, unfortunately, I can't put on here that need to be addressed by me soon and when it happens it will be a very bad and dramatic affair with arguing and screaming I'm sure.
 

    I just have to make sure to approach the situation as calm and non-aggresive as possible but I'm sure everyone will be happier after all is said and done. I just have to get everyone to understand the position I'm in and, therefore, they are in and find a way to make things work. I personally just have to crack a whip on myself and save as much money as possible. At least until I get a day job to get me going how I want to be going again. It'll be frustating and difficult for the first few weeks/months but I'll make it through alright in the end. . .I hope. lol.

Love, Jobs & The Gym. . .

   Hey everybody. I've been running around life for a bit so I haven't had the chance to stop and let you guys in on what's going on so I'm sorry about that. Here's the latest info though. I have been dating a guy for about 3 months now and he's awesome. We get along very good and apparently just skipped over the lovey-dovey honeymoon phase and straight into the normal relationship portion of our, well, relationship, lol.
   That's a really good thing cause neither of us are lieing to ourselves or each other about how perfect the other is. Instead when something bugs one of us we say it outright and argue here and there about things which makes it more real and less lovestruck and blind craziness. He's good to me and makes me laugh which is what I want. Somebody who knows how to relax and enjoy themselves. I'm very happy about meeting him and he came when I needed him too because. . .

   About three weeks ago I had decided I was overworking myself between working at the Megaplex and scrounging around for what little money I could at Hush so I decided to stop working at Hush which I thought went ok except for the new partner of the club who literally told me that if I leave he would not let me come back even if I wanted to. Now that seems like a threat to me which is definitely not what you want to do to me if you want to keep me around. He also said a few other things like "This is bussiness and I'm not here to make friends and if I wanted one I would buy a dog" and "I'm straight, not gay so I'm not going to be nice to you or give you favoritism" and "I can get dancers to replace you at anytime." This might be my ego talking a bit but I worked there without them paying me and they, on top of that, wanted me to start paying $80 a week to work 3 days in a club that's slow almost every single night it's open and I worked as best as I could and I was the best dancer at that club so they'll have to do a lot to replace me. Ok enough of my ego trip, back to the rest of the story.

   I wound up saying that I hope he's happy when finally gets a dog then and that I definitely still quit. All's good with me after that for about two weeks and then this last sunday I get a text message from my boss at the Megaplex, who is also the original owner of the strip club and now a partner of Hush, saying that he finished a meeting with the owners of the Megaplex and that it's doing bad and they said that he had to lay somebody off to save money and that I was the one that he needed to lay off. . .rigghhttt. So I asked to talk to him, left a voicemail telling him how I felt and who else was laid off seeing as they just hired two new people so laying one person off does absolutely nothing in the way of saving money. Three guesses as to what happened. If you guessed that I couldn't get to talk to him and he never tried to call and talk to me then you are right!
   Whatever the case may be with that situation I am ok for right now and training in being a barback to be a bartender in the near future. So you will be able to see me Thursday, Friday, and Saturdays  at the Dark Lady. Hope to see all of you there. ;)

   P.S. I joined the gym not to long ago so I should be ripped in a bit. lol