The weather is getting better. . . .

   ...and you know what that means. Short sleeve shirts, tank-tops, and shorts time! Which also means that summer is only a few short months away and there's not much time left to start working on those summer bodies that we all love to see and yearn to have if we're not the lucky few already blessed with them. I, for one, have a fast metabolism so I'm always slim for anytime of year but I always feel like a stick when I take my shirt off. So this year (last Tuesday to be precise) I joined a gym again.
  
   Now I didn't join the gym solely for the aesthetics of a well built body but I won't say that I'm not going to be happy if I get that. For the last few weeks I've been having a few unnerving aches and pains around my body and I didn't want to have something happen to me where I couldn't go out and enjoy the warm weather like I've been planning to do. So I took the advice of all the doctors I've seen for the past 12 years and started to do some real exercise to get and keep everything running smoothly. Of course I'm starting off easy which kind of gets me a bit antsy because all I really want to do is work on building my body up but right now I have to concentrate on getting my body at a good and normal place before I start putting some stress on it. But believe me when I say that once I'm in tip-top work out shape, the real work out will begin. . . .I hope.


   I have to admit I've never been one to push myself too hard when working out but I have a little bit more motivation than normal this time around and I've been eating healthier while taking vitamins so I think my body's going to just want to push itself now that it has a better source of energy to work with. Hopefully in a few months from now I'll have some really good news to talk about when comes to my health and muscle mass.

So I just finished a marathon. . . .

  
  

Not one of the one's you actually have to run in of course. I'm just bit too lazy or busy (I prefer to use the latter) for craziness of that stature. At least while it's still cold outside. The marathon I'm speaking of is of a T.V. show variety. I've become obsessed with this show called Awkward which I stumbled upon while browsing the selections on Netflix.

   It is a very funny and entertaining show which in my opinon was done correctly. I'm not a sage when it comes to descriptions on shows but I'll tell you a little about it. It's about this girl who starts her sophmore year in high school with a rumor circling about how she tried to commit suicide but in actuallity she just happend to slip in the bathroom, scattering various things around while she went down, making the whole scene look like a suicide attempt to her family and very awkward for her. She goes through alot as the year goes on and keeps track of it all on her blog but you're just going to have to watch the show to figure out what exactly all of that is.

   I will say thought that watching this show has made me miss keeping up to date with my journals and writing in blog. I have made a quick and maybe not totally a promise kind of promise to try to write about life in general on here at least once a day with this being my first entry back. Anyways, it's 1:38 am over here right now and I'm starting to fade so I think I'm going to pass out for a bit.
   ~Good Night~

Tuesday morning. . .

...at least it is for me. It's 10:24am and I'm awake because we are expecting a plumber to come by to look at a leak in the living room ceiling which is directly underneath the upstairs bathroom. Dean went out to do a few things and Billy is at work right now which leaves me and one of my friends who slept over last night in the house with the plumber who is here now. Will is still asleep and there's hardly any traffic outside which makes the house really quiet. I feels kind of nice to have a quiet and relaxed house this early in the afternoon (my morning). It's a calming and peaceful feeling that I haven't felt in a good 7 or some years.

Outside is warm with a slight cool air hover around and it's also greyish which is the perfect kind of weather I like. Probably because I'm a bit weird but I've always loved it when it looks cloudy and grey or foggy or even when there's a storm with rain and lightning. Especially when there's lightning. Right now though it's definitely the extreme calm before the storm feelling going on and I'm am just soaking it up while I can because soon Will is going to wake up and Dean will get back home and there will be things to do. Well, I guess I should end this here and get my coffee that I made since it's quite literally chilling in the kitchen so I might have to nuke it.

I am awake. . .

   It's 10:51pm when I'm begining this post. Dean's asleep on the bed just snoring away and I'm up thinking about how I've been kind of bad by not making some time to call or text my sister who just found me and my father again after a few years of not knowing how to contact us. I really need to call or even text her and see how she's doing. Last time I talked to her were a couple weeks ago. She told me she has a few month old baby and doing good which I"m glad to hear about. My father also told me that she's been in contact with my oldest brother and knows where he is which is good because I haven't heard from or about him for a few years now. I really should get my stuff together and try and connect with the both of them.