Hey everyone. . .

   OK, so for the last few weeks I've been kind of out of it for some reason or another. I'm not sure why but it's just been like that. I've been meaning to write out a blog but I just haven't gotten around to it so now, while I'm at work, waiting for the laundry to be finished I decided to get online and write one out which brings us here now. Let's start off with business first. Coming, February 19th, will be Touch Providence's Double Header!
   It sounds very dirty doesn't it? Well hopefully it plays out that way too. Lol. Alright, here's the details for it.

We've got a surprise for everyone on February 19th. We will be entertaining you with a night to remember with not just one but two adult entertainment stars! That's right two! Next Door Buddies exclusive Brandon Lewis and Falcon/ Hot House star Tyler Andrews! They'll be headlining our Double Header event with hot erotic stage shows, special autograph sessions and giveaways. So if you feel like you can handle two at once come down and join us so we can double your enjoyment this February 19!

 Should be very exciting! I can't wait! In regards to the club there are a few things being spruced and fixed up hopefully by the time these two handsome guys show they're pretty mugs at Touch all of it will be done and then everyone would be in for an awesome show. I've definitely got fingers crossed for it all being done in time. Now time for the personal stuff. Yay! ! ! . . . .  :| hmmmmm.
   Ok so I've wound up slightly hurt and disheartened by my last attempt at trying to date someone. It ended with me just having to accept the fact that he was at least not interested in me in the same way I was with him and at most he was using me for money which I really do not appreciate and trust me that's one of the main reasons I gave up on him because I don't let people use me for money so if you only call me to ask for things (whether I buy them or not) and don't try to at least make some personal time for the two of us then I'm not going to really wait around for you to figure out how to milk my compassion in a less obvious way. Plus I got tired of waiting for him to tell me he was still taking care of and sleeping with another person. Yeah, I'm done with him. ::Sigh:: Back up on the horse again I guess.
   Lastly if you are a family member of mine and you've read all the way to this point then first bravo for reading all of that and second this is who I am and my life so if you want to talk about it to me feel free and understand that your intentions are appreciated but please don't try to talk me out of my life and attempt to change who I am and what I'm doing. I love you but I'm not changing. :)

2 something in the morning and I'm eating re-heated chinese food. . .

   Don't be alarmed that something's happened because nothing has. If you know me then you probably know that I usually eat dinner at around 1am and if you don't then, well, now you know also. Lol. Anyways, I just had the random feeling that I wanted to write out a blog so here I am. I guess this would be a perfect time to let you guys know what's going on in my ever-so-exciting life. Hmmm, where to start?
   So we (in providence/cranston, rhode island) have gotten around 1 to 2 feet of snow. Not too sure about the accuracy of that seeing as I didn't go out to measure it myself but from the safety of my nice, warm, living room I can definitely tell you that there is a whole lot of snow outside right now. So much so that I had a snow day from work today which made me very excited because Wednesdays are the last day of my work week until Saturday so I just got myself a 3 day weekend. WoooHoooo! ! ! Lol. I spent it doing some dishes and then watching a marathon of Greek with my room mate Morgan while eating chinese food and laughing about the show. I love hanging out like that with her.

Morgan and I hanging out.

   So to sum all of that up, I had a good, fun and relaxing day today thanks to the snow. Thank you snow ! ! ! Ok, on to other subjects now. I'm starting to have a crush on a boy now although I can't honestly call him a boy because he is a good bit older then I am. Nothing new there though, I'm always going after or dating someone older then me. Not by choice but by the fact that I'm just attracted to them and they so happen to be older then me
    You can't choose who you are attracted to so much as you can choose to breath. Sure you can choose not to breath the same way you can choose to go out, date or just have meaningless sex with someone you don't feel connected to but sooner or later you'll have to take a breath or you'll just wind up dead (or dead inside). lol. I'm not exactly sure how I got into that little ramble but let's move on. All in all I like this guy but there's a few problems in that situation. One being that I'm pretty sure that he and his girlfriend might be bunking together for the time being.

   Yeah, leave it to me to fall for straight guys but, hold on, what's this? He isn't straight! He say's he's bi and I know how a lot of you think and honestly I couldn't care less if you believe in bisexuality because I'm bi also so if you think being bi doesn't exist well then go away or keep your opinions to yourself. So yeah, where was I? Right, he said that he's bi and would like to hang out some time with me which I of course agreed to and also told him that I kinda have a crush on him to which his reply was that he felt the same. Now I'm all excited about this but can't do much until he decides to let me know about his situation with the girl and what he plan's on doing about it because for all he knows I still know nothing about his girlfriend.
   I'm only so well informed because I know a good amount of people. I always seem to get myself into complicated situations when it comes to romantic interests. Anyways, sorry for the lengthy blog. Hopefully I haven't put you guys to sleep.

~Miguel~

Hey, it's a new year! ! ! ! ! !

   And I'm 7 days late in writing this. Sorry, I guess I got too caught up in the celebrating of the new year. So my New Years eve celebration consisted of strippers, a porn star, lots of alcohol and friends (appropriately mixed), and me working from 11:40 am till 2am. It was a blast! Honestly though, the whole celebrating thing is still happening and I'm still having fun.
   The porn star's name is Hunter Vance and he was cool. He did a whole candle wax and fireman show and it was fun to watch. I said hi to him and we talked a little bit (and I mean a few seconds at a time like 3 times so it was a very little bit). Some of my friends were there and we drank into the New Year in which 20 minutes prior I had started to work. It was fun and I made some extra, unexpected money so it worked out.
   Since then I've been having a good time enjoying the new year and so far it's starting off pretty good. Let's just hope I didn't jinx my self right now and this year keeps it's momentum. Here's the big news though. I only guest appeared at Touch on new years for about two hours but starting tonight I'll be dancing there again every Saturday and Sunday so you know what that means right? I better see you guys there!
   I miss being a dancer while I was on my 2 month break so I'm really excited to start dancing again tonight. Should be fun! I hope all of your new years were just as fun and if you feel so inclined to tell me about it then feel free. I always love to read about other people having a good/crazy time in their lives.

~Miguel~