Tuesday, November 30, 2010

So yeah . . .

   Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I know I had a nice relaxing one. I stayed in my bathrobe all day and let the slow cooker go till dinner time. I only had to cook dinner for myself and no company was expected and the house was empty so I didn't have to fix my hair or put more clothes on. It was peaceful but a bit sad too cause I would've loved to have spent it with my family (which moved from New York to Florida not too long ago) but I couldn't. I still enjoyed a nice little dinner by myself though.
   So not too much has happened since then tho except for the fact that Sean broke up with me today. It literally happened only 2 hours ago and I'm still going through the shock part of it but I'm sure I'm going to break down some time soon. I'm just happy we could handle it like two mature adults though. He came to my house, told me we had to talk and just laid it out without any beating around the bush. Granted I was blind sided by the suddenness of it but we talked a bit and I tried as good as I could without sounding desperate or needy to let him know that I cared about him a lot. I guess it's all up to him now cause if he called me tomorrow and told me he misses me and wants me back, I wouldn't hesitate for a second to get back with him.
   Anyways, to sum it all up I had a slightly sad thanksgiving that was actually nice and peaceful (which I probably needed) and an extremely sad day today. I hope Christmas and New Years are better.

~Miguel~

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Another day, another . . . yeah just another day. . .

   Right now I am stuffing a tuna sub in my mouth while typing this. It is delicious! Lol. Sorry about that moment of randomness. So I've decided to take time off from dancing again. I just felt like I was feeling a little stretched thin and giving up my time for something that wasn't worth the trade off at the moment.
   I'll still be hanging out at the club every now and then, buying drinks and chatting it up with people but it'll be when I feel like I have the time to do that if I want to. It'll only give me Friday off to really do anything but that's one more day that I can relax and not have to worry about having to be somewhere at a specific time. Hopefully It'll work out the way I'm hoping.

~Miguel~

Sunday, November 14, 2010

It's 5 something in the morning. . .

   I worked from 9pm till 4am while having a head cold kind of thing to deal with and I'm still up. Granted the whole heating some food up and eating it is part of the reason why I'm still up, I already finished it so my next step is to type a few things down on here and head to bed where my body is screaming at me to go. What's so pressing that I have to write it down right now you ask? Just the fact that Ricky Sinz is due to make an appearance at Touch Providence on December 10th. After a bit of re-scheduling due to some remodeling and renovations to the club Ricky Sinz will be here.
   I'm not sure about anybody else but I'm excited for this and hopefully the crowd is too when it all goes down. Alright, I think I'm going to go drag my body to bed now so I can get some much needed sleep. Good night (Morning for mostly every one else).

~Miguel~

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Wow, I suck at up keeping this blog. . .

   I love how my last post was just about a year ago. Lol! I really should try to keep up with this if I ever want it to actually be out there and for people to read. So I'm sure you can imagine that a bit has happened within the last year. My father moved to Florida to start fresh and hopefully have an easier time getting a job. I dated someone for 6 months and broke up with him cause I didn't feel completely in it which turned out good cause afterward he showed how immature he really is and how he always has to be the victim and blah blah blah.
   I've gone through his many flaws with my friends and it's just too lengthy to be typing down right now. Anyways, that's finally done and over with so I decided to take some time for myself and enjoy being single but the universe seemed to have other plans by throwing someone into my life that I have become so infatuated with in such a short time. His name is Sean and it sometimes feels too good to be true because he seems to be on the same page as I am. He's cute, sexy and funny and so far it feels really good. We've been officially together for 19 days so far but we've been talking for a bout a month or so and as I'm typing this I'm realizing that it's felt a whole lot longer than that. It's just crazy and the part that makes this different is that he's my age.
   My last two boyfriends were 38 and 28 respectfully. I'm 22 right now and so is Sean and he seems like the perfect mix of characteristics for me. Anyways, I don't want to get stuck on that topic right now so I'll just say that he makes me happy. Other changes are that I have a job that pays me a good reliable pay check but I still dance. It's only on Fridays and Saturdays but I have to leave at 12am on Saturday and work my other job till 4am.
   It's tough at times but it pays my bills and I love the dancing a little too much to stop right now. This is way longer than necessary already so I'll just leave it at this for now. Ttyl I guess. ;)

~Miguel~